Paulo Coelho (via stardust-seedling)
maybe i need this
I’m unhappy where I’m at but I don’t know where to go..?
Peter greste been locked up in seclusion for months, massive human rights abuse, aus govt sitting on their hands. We are going to war cos some US journos got beheaded. What about our journalist? Well we cannot be heroes because US sells Egypt their arms and we turn a blind eye to NATO puppet governments
Anonymous said: so I caught a cold and I feel really really shitty and my mom wanted me to go get a doctor's note so I can stay home tomorrow. and I get there, and the note is $30. just so I can miss a class of two hours. and then I remembered you and decided to just say fuck it. I'd rather go to school and die tomorrow than pay. it's ridiculous
ha omg that is so bad. $30? what the fucken hell. the worst thing is what a capitalist brainwashing scheme it was and people still think socialised medicine is evil!! its amazing!
Living the sloth life all day, err day.
Why people ask me shit like “how was work?” or “how is school?” like work is work, school is school, I would rather be on a yacht right now while gettin some dick but here I am
its wrong that i see stuff on here about eating meat and that people are bad for eating meat and do it for their own gluttony and people dont need meat. well this is true for some people but not for others and its very dangerous if people suddenly feel guilty and starve themselves of what their body needs. certain blood groups of people need meat or they become very ill. we have evolved this way. other people are fine. you are best doing research. secondly animals eat other animals. and yes we have a consciousness, a thought, a conscience. we know right from wrong and that eating something we don’t need to is bad. but before we ate meat we had not developed these brain functions. so eating meat made us aware that we were eating meat and without this awareness we would not know it was wrong. i hardly eat it much and i do out of laziness tbh, im tired from work and study. and thats disgraceful. but i dont think im alone in that. i could survive of blueberries and fluids. i think the way human beings go about eating meat is very saddening. you don’t need it everyday
Thoughts on Saturn ⇢
Having Saturn in a certain house doesn’t necessarily mean an individual is “bad” at that area of life. I prefer to think of it as an area of life that has always had a serious, dark effect on them. For example - a Saturn in the fourth house is not something I would think indicates someone who…
saturn is soooo interesting housewise
i guess that’s my deep thought of the day huh
saturn saturn saturn saturn… the thought bug in my head is… “at any moment, you can choose to allow saturn to age backwards”…
how is saturn house placement different from pluto house placement. they’re both spots on the chart that hurt. saturn is like a broken bone and pluto is like a wound. or, i don’t know. does that metaphor work? does saturn get set and healed with attention and discipline? do we heal saturn by paying special attention to it and the attention that gets turned there turns into a strength later? is that at all different from pluto. is pluto the spiderbite that turns us into spider-man. i don’t know.
i associate saturn with aging in general and i sort of don’t think aging is necessary. i think it holds the keys to aging backwards. i think saturn is patient and waiting waiting waiting for us to find its secrets. death after human death it waits…
Yeah - that’s been an area of struggle for me, too, trying to flesh out the difference between Pluto and Saturn. I like to think of them as “power and control,” respectively - but what does that mean?
I don’t know. I feel like, for me, interpreting my Saturn is a lot easier than interpreting my Pluto, because my Saturn is alone in its house (eighth) while I also have Mercury in the same house as my Pluto (third). I have a natural skill for writing, but not only that, I have a need to write. So is that Pluto, or does Mercury play a part, too? My Mercury being in Scorpio I think adds to this *need*, and how I write so… obsessively? I mean I write so much; I fill up a journal about every two months. I don’t have a choice but to write.
And like I said, I feel I’m good at writing. But on the other hand I feel TERRIBLY disabled when it comes to verbal communication. And honestly just have a lot of social anxiety in general. My speech is also just generally very inarticulate. I’m SO bad at thinking on my feet. And could never lie to save my life. Hard for me to be comfortable with speaking, and when I am, I talk WAY TOO FAST and nobody understands my speech. So… writing and speaking both fall under “communication,” but they are both so different in my life - so which one represents Pluto’s influence? Or is it both of them?
What house is your Pluto in?
hehe. Your chart seems really intense and fun. And we can’t discount aspects, either! I have pluto sextile mercury. ??WHAT DOES IT MEAN??
My pluto is in the 2nd house - and I do have some trippy experience with possessions, but the descriptions tend to not resonate with me on a plane I understand. As I’ve whined about on this blog before I feel the second house is very poorly written about in general. The other day I looked at someone’s chart, a Leo who had sun and three other Leo planets in the second house, and I felt so frustrated because I knew if he peered into astrology he’d get a bunch of “Possessions R Important 2 U!!!” results.
I personally used to write fast as hell and easy as hell. Then something kind of…happened? It might have been something plutonian. It had a little bit to do with drugs, though. And now I’m a much more careful communicator because of…??? I don’t know why. I have a totally DOMINATING saturn placement - in Capricorn conj IC conj moon, trine venus and mercury. In 3rd house and 4th house, but I also have Uranus and Neptune in 3rd house cap so I really have no idea lol. I guess what I’d mostly say about Saturn is it’s the voice that automatically bounces back and asks me why on earth I’d think to ever say or do something, why on earth I think I’m deserving of saying or doing something, or thinking something even. It’s like a restrictive echo. Pluto is just beyond that. I think maybe Pluto is the part of our lives that’s always a little out of control, so it can cause obsession because it’s, like, shiny. ?
Oh God, don’t even get me started on the second house. It’s SO hard to find good resources on it… and therefore hard to understand it. My sun is in the second house; nothing I read about it ever resonates with me. Like… possessions are mostly unimportant to me. I don’t know, I like looking at pretty things, and like the idea of collecting certain things, but it’s like… not a solar energy. If anything I’d actually connect it to my Venus in the 4th. But I don’t really care about money… and actually would say I have a below-average ambition to make money.
Yeah… “obsession” is a good keyword for Pluto. Which can be positive or negative. Saturn is… eh… maybe people are less inclined to want to think about Saturn? I don’t know.
the second house is like creating something of meaning, its the physical material of the invisible eighth house undercurrents, its the passageway of holding onto what is of value, in both a physical and a soul sense. the second house is touch and the eighth house is feeling, the sun in the second house feels their sense of self and sense of self worth as one. they want to enjoyyyy themselves. they work best when they are in a comfortable, amiable setting that adheres to their tastes. the second house is nourishing the body. The eighth house is nourishing the soul. both are one. the second house is like an outer manifestation of the fourth house. the fourth house negotiates the inner experience and entrenches us to the roots of our heritage. the fourth house is the special place within us that is home, circulated by the blood, love and spirit of those before us. the second house calls for the creation of something meaningful and establishing a place of comfort. so the second house is the domain that we can express the love of the fourth house through. I feel like one is the physical manifestation of the other, and when the fourth is anchored, and the second house is a heavenly sanctuary. just like the eighth house is not ‘death’, that would make the second house ‘life’, its value. on every level of conscious and unconscious experience, finite and infinite. what do you want to protect and defend?
i feel like pluto is the SCREAM and saturn is the lethargy, and tiredness. and that saturn gives you plenty of warnings, and its very slow and when you have satisfied saturn you can actually FEEL it, you feel like you have achieved something, you get REWARDED but pluto is more of a divine agreement, you don’t really get much of a conscious accolade, its more of like a soul recognition, one that happens on such a sublayer that its so hard to even comprehend. saturn is our greatest potential on a human level and pluto is like the accumulation of mind, body and soul, if everything else was stripped away, the lantern of pluto would be flickering. saturn needs to be weighed down and contended with so neptune and uranus don’t obliterate you, but pluto doesn’t really demand in this way, it’s more silent, and it’s more like, ok whatever you don’t do now, you’re going to have to at one stage or another in this lifetime or the next, i will catch up with you. i believe satisfying saturn makes you feel ALIVE like it activates all the planets, and satisfying pluto makes you feel CONTENT and SETTLED like you are on the right soul purpose. both my pluto and saturn are unaspected. awareness of 9th house saturn requirements has helped everything flow and the vivid hallucination adventures of 8th house neptune/uranus don’t turn psychotic. i want to write but for some reason i chose nursing. and i am an aged care nurse. its basic nursing. the acts of care and comfort and end of life - very pluto and 6th house. there is no part of my consciousness that has any idea why i want to be a nurse. it is some very subconscious plutonian fragment that has let me know i have to be of service, in this way, and when i am washing someone at end of life, the lullaby of pluto is thanking me. and ending up in this part of the job was definitely not by choice. pluto is my scream, but my divine service. saturn has bought me all of my joy.